Having to grieve the man who abused me for years is beyond anything I have ever felt in my life. And I have been down through there. Him commenting suicide was the ultimate form of abuse for me. Because now I will never be able to get away from him. And…. I have parent our children. Our girls. While he took the easy way out. His wife left them nothing, not even the toys thier dad had gotten them. And we have no one. Just us.

My therapist was late for the 3rd time. Only 5 mins but enough to let me know that I am not a priority. You get paid. Show up on time.

But we will survive another day.

One day we will get to live and be happy.